Tuesday, August 15, 2006
missing each of you like mad, hardcore.
one of you is almost like vanished...and i havent talked to ever since school ended. one of you i havent really talked to and want to talk to before you go off. one is now to be gone...spent the whole summer with you, but now you're gone. one is leaving in like 2 weeks, and i've only seen you once in the whole summer. one is about to leave in nine days..and i havent seen once in summer. one is about to leave in 2 weeks as well.
sigh... i miss you all so much. more so on 2. i actually had tears coming down tonight...my computer was off, but i knew i had to post this to rmb this moment of life. i respect you all, i love you all, i just want you guys to stay. i feel that each little part of me is being removed from me... each of you are going off to a different place now, and that part is about to vanish from me. if i'm lucky, i'll still remain in your hearts and be reunited when the time is right. i miss you all so deeply. i love you.
the last thing i want you to remember of me..
is the droplet that i've given to you.
i love you all.
¤¤ stan blogged at
4:04:00 AM
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
chills coming down my spine.
as i think about something...
will i fail it again and not make the needed goal?
i'm honestly quite scared... i can't imagine if i do again.
how much i'd hate myself if i failed it once again.
i dont even know where i stand right now,
but hopefully i'm far above the needed mark.
i'm so scared. really scared.
¤¤ stan blogged at
10:36:00 PM
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2 Comments:
Hiiiii
How are you doing?
yeah... havent seen peeps... where the heck was my invite to the BBQ? lol w/e... it's been great times with u and whatnot, although i dunno if we're "tight" or not but yeah... it's been real and for sure we'll meet up... stay active in ur blog man, we'll go chill sometime when we're in the same area. take care man.
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