Wednesday, February 15, 2006
a sad moment to realize.i just woke up,and i had a thought.
i pulled out my school calendar, and i realize
the days that i have together with my friends
is vanishing by; with a tremendous speed.
we have 3 more months now together,
before we all set off in different paths.
some may remain with each other, and some may
vanish. i'm so scared of it right now...
i really do not want to leave you guys,
i've been through so much with many of you.
it's really sad for me...really sad.
i can't imagine the day that we separate,
nor do i want to. i'm scared. really scared.
my close connection with the few of you;
aznphyr and the two sisters and the other
close friends. i'm really scared of our connection.
will it make it through? i really hope so.
i love you guys so much; it's so hard for me
to just let you guys go with a sudden release.
i'm pretty sad, just thinkin about it.
sigh...
i love you.
¤¤ stan blogged at
7:29:00 PM
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3 Comments:
stan... aka korner
its too early for this mushy, teary stuff. ...
lets save that for graduation......
nooooooooooooooo0o0o0o0o.. =)
man.... scary huh?
for some reason I'm not scared about graduation and our grade splitting apart. Maybe there's a hemorrhage in my brain that doesn't allow me to fathom and understand what all you other people are thinking. But you might as me, why?
Because those that we want to keep with us, we will keep with us... with all our might.
If we lose contact with people, it's probably cause we aren't trying hard enough to stay in touch.
I'm sure there might be special exceptions, such as someone getting cast away on an island... but as long as the world turns, we are all connected.
It may be difficult at first, but it is something that one has to get adjusted to. I won't say who, but a person close to me is in a relationship where she can only see the guy once a week... sometimes not even... this has gone on forever and it's been a great burden to them both. But recently, things have gotten closer together and the path has smoothed out. They've been able to find more and more time to be with each other. Their situations didn't change; they did.
The only way you can ever lose a friend, is not by distance, but by heart.
yesterday was goood
thanks!
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