-- SLK32 --

Friday, January 13, 2006

better day today.

reflections went by since yesterday night.
i was given a phone call from an individual,
and that got me more relaxed than where i
originally was; after writing the last entry.
i thank her a lot, even though she thinks she
didnt do too much. she knows that obviously. =)

i woke up today, and i just kept thinking;
to my surprise, i think i've been calling God's name.
even in the mess that i'm in, from what i said...of
how i'm scared of God... i still seem to grasp onto Him.
it's an interesting point to realize--at least for myself.

i prayed...i think. if i still remember correctly.
today changed to a better day; sorta.
i was more upbeat as some people have noticed.
i arrived at school; waiting for my turn to present
a business presentation that i didnt really want to do.
i wanted to, but at the same time.. i hate presentations,
so i didnt want to; but thankfully, i was able to perform
a good job on it. then accounting was just whatever...didnt
really care about that one. data test was what i worried about.
i thought i'd fail..but thankfully, when i started that test,
things started to flow. i think i did ok on it. so that should
be fine. otherwise, i'm screwed. nothing really majorly screwed
up my day...so i guess that's why i was able to stay up and cheerful.
at least...most of the time. so i'm glad...plus i had conversations
with individuals that kept me up. so i'm glad about that.

i guess i just still miss the old times here and there.
which is another reason to my downfall to my faith.
stupid if you think about it..but now, i think i'm going
to try to shape up again. it's gonna be one hell of a ride,
but who am i to give up? keep striving. may i ask daringly;
God, provide me strength. be my strength. be my guide.
be the one that you always were for me.
let me unite with you and act in your ways.

let me stay upbeat.
thank you for providing me with close ones.
let me not be scared about anything,
and especially not you.

Friday, January 13, 2006

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