-- SLK32 --

Friday, December 30, 2005

dont ask me...how it feels.

dont ask me...how it feels,
because i doubt that i can really explain.
all i can say is,
i feel picked at each moment of life right now.
each moment i look at life,
it seems that i have no one around.
no one to really talk to with truth,
they seem to have gone away somewhere.
i dunno, i just feel empty.
empty-hearted, empty-alone...
alone here i sit to blog.
1 gone to states. 1 away with his own things.
1 gone to hk. 1 gone to do whatever.
and another doing the very same.

am i simply expecting too much?
or why do i feel such a sense of loneliness....

thanks brother.
thank you brother.
i finally got to speak to someone close again,
not a long chat, but it's a chat of refreshment.
you let me know that...i still have someone,
no matter how much they dont show it...
or talk about it...they will support me through
all in the end. thanks brother.
and you also reminded me of God.
i forgotten about Him actually.
God...take over me again?
let me be filled with You, and grow once again.
over this break, i think i've fallen,
but that's when you come and pick me up again,
i ask for you Lord.
Thank You for another try with you...and my brother.
Thank you.

1 Comments:

Anonymous said...: stan the man; 1:57 AM