Sunday, December 11, 2005

can someone teach me?

can someone please teach me how to cry?
i have quite a lot of stuff in my head and heart.
but it seems that i am unable to cry it out.
as much as i want to cry,
i want to stand strong.
what's wrong with me?

dear ..fellow sister in Christ,
the one that's been posting on my blog
for a while now... i thank you for your
messages. they mean a lot, and show that
at some point..at some time, someone actually
cares and gives a bit of their time to read about me.
thank you.
up until this point, i still do not know who you are,
if you will, reveal yourself to me one day.
i want to personally give you a hug,
one that will last and be with meaning.
again, thank you.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40:29-31

how ironic that your cry unto both man and God is so similar to mine -- i sometimes feel i am reading my own blog when i read yours. but do not be discouraged! no matter what God will be there and sometimes it takes these down times to regain strength and knowledge in order to help others out. sometimes it takes these trials to build our faith up even more. although this isn't from the Bible, it's another phrase that helps me to continue on.

Why do we fall? So we can learn pick ourselves up.
--Batman Begins

or in a Christian's case, we can learn to depend 100% on God. i am consistantly praying for you Bro. i wish to reveal myself, but i do not believe now is the time. just know i'm praying for you and that when i do choose to reveal myself, i can be a shoulder for your pain and tears. Never forget God is always there for you and He will be there to listen and wipe away your tears!

in Him,
fellow sister in Christ

8:51 PM  
Blogger /blu/ren.ka said...

poyyy. took me a long time to think of a meaningful comment. but then i forgot... so im just gonna say something that sounds less meaningful than the comment i thought of originally.

but thanks for staying up with me that night. it was difficult. um your stories were really inspiring esp. the fry one. thanks for teaching me how to give it back to God and how to do it with less pain.

poyyy take care of yourself... if you need to cry just cry it all out. i asked "teach me how to not care" and you are asking "teach me how to cry"... jus let the tears flow.

2:40 AM  

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