Thursday, December 01, 2005

bewildering day...

woke up and i was overly exhausted,
i did not want to go anywhere,
but rest.
went to school,took on the english test,
one word--failed. it was the hardest test ever.
the day was pretty hard to take on actually,
i just wanted to rest and just so much shit in my head still.
went through lunch and block 7...kinda not caring.
only thinking about the "disciples board."
not the best way to start a day...

spare came; and i'm glad..cuz the day was almost over.
but anyways, through the roughness of the day...

thanks so much helen,
i appreciated much for the hug.
it made me feel included, for a second.
don't think anyone noticed that i was kinda blah,
or they did, but didnt do much.
then what i never expected was,
i shared moments. moments that i enjoyed.
not a lot...but we are talking here and there now.

thanks God.
but i feel so very tired...
can i get some rest?
calm my hearts and all,
take away all my troubling thoughts,
take it all, cuz without you, i will fall.

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¤¤ stan blogged at 6:07:00 PM

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