-- SLK32 --

Thursday, November 24, 2005

what i have to say..

what i have to say to you,
i tried being nice and all kind.
but now i've had enough from you,
bugging your friends?
who the hell defined them as YOUR friends?
do you think before you freaking talk,
just because you're friends with them,
does not make them YOUR friends.
if you want to go die,
then go die.
honest to God, you dont have the guts to,
so don't even start with me.
all YOUR poor friends all YOUR best friends,
you seriously need some help.
i can say the same to you then,
they're MY friends. you can get off them.
oh and what happened to me being YOUR bestfriend?
it seems like you can just toss me away,
is that way true friendship is?

and to top it off,
you say friends are someone that you can trust and not betray?
you betrayed me. you mistrusted me, and definitely brought me
down to the floor.
go fucking breathe, go for it.
i have emotions too,
not just you.
you're being freaking selfish, in thinking
that you can just walk over me when you want
and when you dont want me, you can trash me through.
i miss you because i freaking cherished your friendship,
but obviously you're not doing the same with me.
and to top it off, it makes me question about you,
of the times we share before,
what was that all about?
i never knew you were so coldhearted,
in giving me all that hope, then trashing it through
like there's no tomorrow.
you don't want me to miss you? fine.
you don't want me to give a damn? sure.
whatever
and just to let you know,
you think you're the only one considered of dying?
you have no idea. i have thought so long before you did.
and to tell you, my eyes been so fucking swollen,
it hurts for me to even open them.

all your POOR friends,
why don't you think on my perspective for a bit?
who's the freaking poor one,
the one getting hurt,
or the ones that you define as poor.
think about that.
use your head.

I'M THE ONE WHO LOST MY BEST FRIEND.
AND GOT TRAMPLED OVER.

i've taken so much shit from you
over the past month or whatever,
and i don't even know how i'm standing.

whatever you want,
go for it.
i just thought our friendship meant more.

1 Comments:

Thiago Forrest Gump said...: É uma música?; 9:18 PM