Monday, November 14, 2005

i want to....

i want to cry cuz i'm hurt.
i want to cry cuz i dont know what to do.
i want to cry cuz i miss having times with you.
i want to cry cuz i'm shaken today.
i want to cry cuz of just so many reasons.

mask i put on to hide from the true reality to others,
of the happy stan that you see;
it's not the truth,
i miss you all this much and is burdened.
i'm hurting.....why? for you.

a game is supposed to be relieving and fun,
but this is a game i do not want to play.
it's a game with my emotions and feelings,
with my heart; it hurts every second that i play,
i want to quit this game...but i can't.
i'm tearful...God...please..
let this game move on...
i've had enough.....

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¤¤ stan blogged at 5:18:00 PM

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