-- SLK32 --

Friday, November 18, 2005

heartpounding exam...

what can i say...
it's 10:29am right now, and my exam is at 12:35.
that's very close by... i don't feel ready at all actually,
kinda pissing my pants; scared.
should i fear this much?
or am i taking it way too overboard..?
Oh God, calm my hearts and
just let me do to my best abilities.

through this all,
i think about you, you and you.

brother.
you i care for, and for now you're hurting,
let me take care of you. but i too am going
through problems, so it may be hard and i must
say i cannot always be around cuz of that...
but trust me, i'll be around to the best that
i can ...even if it means to sacrifice other things.

and you, i miss talking to you, but i'll see you at
school very soon. i appreciate your text messages
over the course of yesterday night. it means quite
a bit..but i guess i wanted to talk with you more...
hope to talk to you when i'm out of that exam room.

and there's the other you.
i miss you man...a lot.
i haven't called you, i haven't spoke to you,
i haven't been with you, i haven't been close to you,
it's weird... i miss it.
i miss the happy days with you and i together.
miss you....miss you a lot.

God take hand at this mind of mine,
it's going bezerk all over the place.
calm me, and take care of me.

and God, take care of my brother.
take good care of him, if i may ask..
take the efforts even in the care you give to me,
and give it to him. he needs it at this point of time.
i do too, but...i'm willing to give some of it to him.
praise to you, Lord.

amen.

Friday, November 18, 2005

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