-- SLK32 --

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

(an extension to my previous post)
a day to not know how to expect.

tomorrow is a day of "dont know what to expect"
i have been away from you for some time,
and it's sort of "relaxing",
but trust me..it's only because i don't have to face you,
i still miss you deeply.
and tomoro, is the first day that i will see you..again.
what do i expect?
i dont know.
but i know tomorrow will be a day of shakiness.
God, work in me.

-stan.

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one burden down, but now ...

+-previous post
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Monday, October 17, 2005
the feeling of distress.
- i have 2 days to finish my accounting class, i'm behind. (today and tomoro)
- i have stuff in my head
- i have schoolwork to cover
- i'm sick
ack.
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response:

there's one burden down from my back now,
the course of accounting, it's over.
well over until the exam comes up,
it's coming in november,
so it's not that much of a deal.
So that's outta there.

but then there's still schoolwork, it just keeps coming.
i already missed two days, and that will be a bundle to catch up with.
then at the same time,
i still have other stuff in my head,
i've seen support from others,
but i dunno... i just want it solved.
i'm lucky that i am even able to get through my acct-ing course,
with that all in mind.

but thanks to all those who gave a shoulder for me to cry upon,
thanks for those who gave an effort to help,
thanks for those who gave a word,
but it all comes down....to, thanks Lord.

i just still have one question to ask,
may i?

too much to think about,
i really have too much,
i need to stop thinking,
and i need to catch up.
bring me up lord...
bring it on life.
bring it on.

just bring it on.

--stan

1 Comments:

Anonymous said...: go stan go! whatever happens, remember that there's all of us backing you up.; 6:45 PM