Tuesday, October 18, 2005
its interesting to see.it's interesting to see that i have some support on my side,
during the process of hardship that i am going through.
but i don't know....it still hurts me when i think about the words,
that was spoken to me,
i never once expected words like such from an individual.
never once, and never once did i even imagine.
it's hard to suck in the words,
i don't even know what i did wrong,
but it seems like i'm controlling?
i dont think i do, and i don't intend to,
all i merely did was try my best to help.
it was appreciated, and i can tell because of the words you spoke,
but then, you also spoke of words that directed itself right to my heart,
piericing it right through. i can't let that one go..
it hurts too deeply, everytime i see you,
everytime i think about you,
it just hurts once again.
will we ever be close again?
i can only imagine.
for now it hurts.
God, take it up to you,
i don't konw what to do.
i still worry,
calm my heart and let the burden relax itself.
take it all Lord.
i really miss you.
¤¤ stan blogged at
1:10:00 PM
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2 Comments:
i don't know exactly what's going on, and i'm not expecting you to tell me everything because...that's up to you and all that if you want to trust me and stuff.
but! don't let this world get you down alright man? people in this life will fail you, they'll hurt you and let you down, but God won't.
it's encouraging to see that you're giving it all to Him =) and yeah, when we don't know what to do, He does. He has everything planned out, from the moment you were born to the second you die, He knows it all and He's up there taking care of it.
i'm praying for you alright man? get better soon and take care.
i'm sorry if it seems like i'm not helping.. i really don't want to mess things up. but i do hope things go better.
take care
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