Monday, October 31, 2005

i look up.

i look up and i see you.
Lord's been great in healing us,
but there's still a part of despair,
between us..but it's manageable.
hard as hell, but it's worth it for you.

i look up and i saw the S,
one that remained with me
ever since last christmas.
it's nice and i appreciate it a lot,
it shows your friendship to me.

i look up and i see my brothers,
my sisters, my friends, my supporters.
each returning with a smile,
yet i can only give them a ranting.
it's interesting to see how each
of you have helped me through.

i look up and i see God,
His presence between this whole case.
but yet i still doubt here and there,
trying to take it on with my own hands.
No stan. no...just let it go.
God's in hand now, you are not.
take it all easy for yourself,
look up.

i look up at Him,
and i can imagine the day that
me and her are healed together.
100% and for the even better,
i long for the day that i can
again yell out your name,
the day when i can hug you again,
the day when i can talk to you smoothly,
the day that all will be back to normal
between the both of us.

i look up to You, Lord.
Let it all fall into your hands,
i fall back, let me fall back.

i look up to you.
let me look up to you God.

--stan.

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