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Friday, June 10, 2005

year-end bbq

yesterday was a fun day, got to chill around and stuff with some friends, even though i had some stuff in my mind. but that's aite. all the fun times with the bbq going on and the chicken wings setting on fire...to the point with the perfect grilling of the steaks. just wonderful. then the night time fun with jones, and all the teary people...all the hugs and all the goodbyes. it was just fabulous. not to be forgotten. he's gonna be really missed in my heart. real much. nonetheless.

thanks goes to lionel and arthur for setting this event for making it all happen. thanks for all the support throughout the times at the bbq...the rough times and the ride times and the rush back home times... all the other, great to rmb.

yesterday, one word to describe: flaming.
literally and symbolically.

well done guys.
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the sense of missing.

there's this person that i miss right now, and a person that i'll truly miss throughout the summer. i didn't get to spend much time with over the course of the bbq. well i had some opportunities, but i was the grill most of the time. can't complain, i enjoy seeing others happy, even if it means for me to suffer. i offered to help and see others happy with all their plates filled with food and eating and all the other. sure that i hope i could've spent a lil more time with you. but that's ok i guess....hope to see you sometime soon. it's been one hectic time over the course of this week..and i was quite upset. but i dunno, getting to see you once again was quite a relief. even though i wanted more i guess. at the bbq, when i saw you, my heart was filled. all i wanted to do was spend time with you, but i understand the fact that you had to be with your friends too. so i didn't really bother to interfere. i'm glad that whenever you walked by me, you would pop me a "hey" or a smile, cuz that got me still going and inspired me to go on the day; in the hot sun beside the grill. when you left, i feared cuz i don't know if i'll ever see you again over the summer. all i wanted to do was to hug you. hold you near me before you left. i saw you leave in the car, yet i didn't say much, except merely a simple bye. when you left off, i thought back to myself, what is wrong with you stan. if you gonna do, then do. why you still here and just thinking? point is, take care if i dont see you again over the summer. if i do, then let that be a happy time. i know i'm going to miss you because i already do. have a great summer and i'll see you in the upcoming year. thanks for all that you've done over this year for me: we've got into bad times and we've had happy times, and we had times where we both just panic-ed. but nothing matters ok? no matter what, i'm around.

Friday, June 10, 2005

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