-- SLK32 --

Thursday, May 26, 2005

unsolvable equation.

someone good with math, wanna help?
the sum is 3.
i care for all 3.
i would give anything up for the 3.
i dun mind sacrificing things for the 3.
i don't mind hurting myself for the 3.
i admire 1. i like 1. and i love 1.
yet i need to share myself with 3.
but what happens when all 3 need me?
how do you split 1 into 3 equally throughout.
1 by 3 gives me 0.3333...
and leaves always a remainder with a 1.
what if they all crash at some point?
that will be 4-3=1. that would suck.
the 3 also has other 1s. or 2s or 3s.
but what if the 3 needs me right now at the same time?
how do i handle 3 at the same time...
if they all from 3 different places?
the 3 has changed ever since the old 3 existed.
but the relation with them still remains.
the new 3 is whats most important to me now.
and the 3 is the most dangerous weapon against me.
i've dealt with the 3 already...
one for less than 3 years, and 2 within the recent 3-year span
but anyways...equation sets back to 1/3, is that possible?
someone give me a solution...?
i love all 3. i care for all 3. i respect you 3.
i'm quite happy there's no problem between me and the 3.
but i dunno...i'm wondering about the later times, when i wont be as free.

1 Comments:

Xae Lee said...: stan, ur not God, u cant multitask like that. you care for the 3, they should care for you back. make a promise with one that u will help him/her on that specific time and if someone else needs help, im sure that person has more than just you, and you will have to say no. if they truly cared for you, they would understand. imagine if God answered all our prayers as yes?; 1:01 AM