Wednesday, May 11, 2005

past with present.

i used to be close, but now i'm far.
i used to be here, but now i'm over there.
i used to be beside you, but now i'm far.
i used to be at the top, but now i'm at the bottom.
i used to be at the list, but now i'm not.
i used to communicate a lot, but now it's subtle.
i used to laugh with joy, but now i don't.
i used to tap, but now i don't.
i used to joke, but now i don't.
i used to be free and whatever may come, but now it's different.
i used to call, but now it's gone.
i used to recieve calls, but it too is gone.
i used to love pink, but now i don't.
i used to live with success, but now i live with pain.
i used to be open, but now it seems impossible.
i used to be good, now now we're bad.
i used to be loving, but now i don't even know.
i used to be able to do about anything, but now it's changed.
i used to hear your voice, but now i rarely do.
i used to share, but now it is not the same.
i used to eat your lunch, but it's been passed on.
i used to be the one that you look for, but that too have passed itself.
i used to be able to stand around you whenever you're sad, but now there are others.
i used to be understanding to you, but now i question because i don't know anymore.
i used to be fine, but now i'm jealous.
i used to be sitting beside you, but now i have moved on to make you comfortable.
i used to spend time with you, but now it's unraveled into something new.
i used to have a friend that i cherished, but now it hurts to see stuff happen.
i used to be strong and give all that i have, but now i'm really weak.
i used to be determined and motivated to go on, but now i'm starting to let go.
i used to be happy when i see you, but now it brings me heartpain and tears.
i used to have a good time at school, but now it's quite hurtful.
i used to have common interests with you and everything, but now it seems you've dropped them.
i used to think we're always going to be fine, but now i don't.
i used to be thinking that we can be connected, but it seems the connections been picked.
i used to....

just so many things.
past vs present; what more can i say?

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