Sunday, April 03, 2005
For those who read my "what i hate." post from my previous blog. Well it's been removed; because i've thought about it and i don't want to hurt such a person; because she has that value in my heart still. when will this person agree to forgive me? (over something so stupid.) i sit here and wonder...yet i wonder about what i have to write next:confusion.there's so many things that confuse me right now. how do those people really devote themselves to God? dont' they also lust, swear, hurt, hate, and whatever else? when they go up there and meet the One in charge; then what happens? do they still do the same and get away with it because they will always be forgiven by our Father? or will they be renewed so much that they will forget all those words and all those thoughts....that we'll be so different that i won't even know them half as much? like what will happen? this just seems like one big puzzle with millions of pieces to fit together, yet the whole picture is one big black board. you just have to somehow compose of each piece; carefully and precisely to find the ultimate picture. this puzzle is just so frustrating and confusing; that makes me want to really give up this puzzle making procedure. there's so many possibilities to fit onto the next piece of the puzzle; yet you finally find out after years of time that it's not the right piece; where in fact it goes somewhere else. it's just so confusing. each puzzle is like the person that you meet, yet on the other bunch you matched up is another bunch that represents your problems in life, and yet there's another pile of solutions on the other corner. everything is just in one black picture. but when the whole puzzle is complete, you will finally see the full picture. But how will we manage to get there?
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