-- SLK32 --

Monday, March 21, 2005

your name means nothing,
but to me you mean everything.
there is just something special about you
when i first met you girl,
you were pretty weird for me like a swirl.
but that didnt matter to me,
cuz i never thought an egyptian and chinese can ever be,
friends like you and me.
i didn't know you too well in the beginning,
but God Himself brought us two together grinning.
during class, i would be shy, yet i still turn around
to give you my bible and hear your sound.
that's how we met,
that i will never forget.
as time passed by,
we got closer and closer, that i will not deny.
twins that we became,
and proudly do we both proclaim.
from then on, it was like heaven made its early way,
because you were with me everyday.
from twins we changed to baby,
but i was scared to have that name, cuz it might of affected you maybe.
as you were with your guy,
and i didn't want any wrong assumptions to go hereby.
so you gave me a new name,
which i took on with no shame.
from baby to boo that we went,
our relationship was unbreakable like cement.
every single day seemed to be magical,
and it was clear to both of us like an icicle.
feelings shared, experiences discussed, jokes and fun times too,
that i appreciate and must say thank you.
you were always there for me whenever i felt gloom,
you take away all the times that i thought i was in doom,
cuz you always knew what to say or do to me,
it was just so simple to you like 1,2,3.
but we had our problems within time,
becuase i've committed a serious crime.
i broken that trust that we shared,
that got us both despaired.
when i shattered the trust, i felt a pain that cannot be compared.
it felt like everything between us was impaired,
and it took me forever to realize that it can be repaired.
by this time you didn't even seem to cared.
but i know i've hurt you quite a lot,
and i regret it so much for every minute of my life,
and wished we have never fought.
i even thought about using that knife,
but you still stood by me with a caring heart,
which allowed the knife and i to depart.
from then on, i was scared to talk to you,
but the awful pain just grew and grew.
time made its way between us for a while,
until i was finally able to see on your face another smile.
ever since, i continue to hope and pray to God,
for the day when i can ask if we are close, and you give a sincere nod.
that will be the happiest day of my life of mine,
that my heart and i will truly define.
so i wait for your answer with a confident heart,
and the day that we will never again be apart.
this is a poem to you my sweetest boo,
really, i just want it like the way before,
with no problems between us anymore.
yes boo, just like old times with me and you.

-- Stan

Monday, March 21, 2005

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