Wednesday, January 26, 2005
isn't there just a point where you just hate yourself? i dunno how some people can never have this and live life like it's jolly jolly. i know a lot of people that are like this, they seem to care about grades or life, but then when they fail at it; they just go on with life and party more. then i know some that are always quite successful in life, even though they experience down times too. but me, i dunno..i seem to try and yet it doesn't do much. it's so discouraging to see that i study for so long and the results are so negative. i sometimes wish i can just drop out of school and stop wasting money. sure it's a stupid thought, but it doesn't seem like i'm a studying-material kinda guy. sure i want to do good, but there's seems to be always a limit that i can only go up to. i know there's people who are worse than me, and say that i'm better, so stan you should shut up. but i'm sure you feel the same way that i do (well some of you.) how you try, yet you fail to succeed to the point of where you want. it really makes me think twice about everything: like am i even going to be successful later on? yes i know einstein even failed math and then later on became so famous about all his discoveries in math...but it's so hard to keep it up like this. sigh...
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1 Comments:
kiwi's right buddy...if you've done your best, be satisfied with it. if that's truly your best effort, then so be it.
i dno i'm probably one of those people who can take a bad mark and keep going on like you said..but i guess the reason why i shrug it off so lightly is because..well i can't change the mark right? i can't go back in time to change my answers, though i wish i could sometimes. but i take it as a marker, see where my mistakes were and build up from them.
so even if you didn't get an extremely high mark, don't let it pull you down. instead, use it to help you reach greater heights.
and now i'm going to be a stupidhead and stretch your comment box =)
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take it easy buddy =)
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