-- SLK32 --

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

lala nice pic. and hmm...i know exactly what you mean from the converso thing. but buddy, hmm...how to say this. kay here goes, as bad as it may sound or as stupid or what not. it really doesn't matter what the other person may think anymore..like if you've done your part. then let that be. if you have done everything biblical and youre sincerely asking God for help..then trust on that bud. do'nt deny any of that..or that's just gonna lead you into the terrible pain that you are feeling right now. i personally made that mistake, and it cost me quite a bit. yeah i hated God for a while and i was mad at him or whatever...but what does that do? i can tell you RIGHT now. it brings you into more pain..becuase you've lost that ONE true happiness and joy. he's hte real joy of your life...if you get mad at him, then it's all over. plus, like... ok, say you're NOT upset with him; but you're still worrying.. but how's that trust? if you trust him, then there shouldn't be of any worry....harder to do than say. yes i konw...personal experienceS (emphasis on "S") tell me so. i don't wanna see you in that same trap buddy. if you are absolutely sure you've done your part..and to the most of your ability..then let it sit for a while. trust me, just let it sit...when time runs by..(doesn't matter how long it is. my longest one was 2 years and 34 days from my old school. and my latest experience with this stuff was close to 9 months.) just trust it all on God bud. leave it, let it sit, "let go"..and just relax. treasure and make the best with all your other supportive friends and those that still love you for who you are.. you can't let yourself feel pain for just one little person on this earth...cuz he/she is just another "pawn" of this whole chess game. you can't sacrifice a king for a pawn. get the drift? god or person? you pick. obviously the king, cuz if not, then you lose the whole chess game...it's GAME OVER, there IS NO return. just trust it all...dats waht i mainly gotta say. and bud, i konw it's tough seeing a close friend that you once treasured more than anything be so dry and discouraging to you. but don't let it bug you too much ok? like cheer up in those that still surround you. i don't care if no one else lays their hand around you, i'll be around if you need me. that's one thing you got my word for. there may be one day where everyone will go away from you.. but i won't. i ain't gonna give up on you and neither will God. trust it all on that one powerful God. cuz you knw he's good. and yeah. but rmb this line buddy, you can forget the rest if you want =P but here goes: "take care of yourself and just trust it all on God. wait patiently cuz it will all be answered at the right time; depending on God's final plan." yap.. ok enough typing here lah.. me havta write more exam notes! eeep! it's 11:53pm! la!!! kk.. tata, we gotta talk more of this another time. after english exam, then i can talk for a lil bit.

take care. [it's funny how i'm teaching you this. but meh, God's plan =)]

1 Comments:

curt said...: thanks man.; 5:30 PM