Tuesday, December 07, 2004
First off, thanks to everyone for their support throughout my last post. it's still been a rough time trying to escape that feeling totally. i'm only able to escape it with a temporary route; through a sense of hyperness. i'm really trying to forget about the school side, and just let myself be "happy." cuz i hate to see the people who care about me seeing me sad and having to worry for me. i don't want that...but i dunno, i just wanna tell you guys the true side. i really appreciate the messages everyone, but it's just really hard to "forget" it all and go on. i'm sorta trapped in that stage you can say. it's quite sad actually.
Sometimes i just wish i wouldn't care as much, maybe then i'd be more happy about life. I'm loving life as a gift to me, but i'm just really hating the contents of it right now.. just feels like i'm failing in every way still. Maybe not friends, cuz i can see i've got many right along my side to comfort and cheer me up. That ain't any doubt. thanks guys. i've even met and seem some that i have never expected to meet. But trust me, i'm glad that i've met all of you.
Don't wanna blab on too much, dont really got much to say..all is said last post. check it if you want.
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3 Comments:
stan-LEEEEEEEEEEEee where are you today? we miss you =(!!! and we've just got this new media arts project worth 400% AIYAHHHH!!!!! *kill me* and dani's gay=)(as in brian smells and IS GAY) now that we've got that confirmed =)..its heidis turn:
yo whatsup??? lol... hailing from MEDIA ARTS =P scary gurl is not following bri today... at least not yet anyway =P trying to fix my stuff but yea... talk to you later. sorry if i worked you to death--
NEWAYS.....in response to your blogg--it sucks to see you sad. your stubborn..but then again so am i...MADE =) hahaha...but dont let your stubbornness get in the way of your greatness. think about the good things..AS IN ME =)
stan-LEEEEEEEEEEEee where are you today? we miss you =(!!! and we've just got this new media arts project worth 400% AIYAHHHH!!!!! *kill me* and dani's gay=)(as in brian smells and IS GAY) now that we've got that confirmed =)..its heidis turn:
yo whatsup??? lol... hailing from MEDIA ARTS =P scary gurl is not following bri today... at least not yet anyway =P trying to fix my stuff but yea... talk to you later. sorry if i worked you to death--
NEWAYS.....in response to your blogg--it sucks to see you sad. your stubborn..but then again so am i...MADE =) hahaha...but dont let your stubbornness get in the way of your greatness. think about the good things..AS IN ME =)
i'm learning to breathe..
i'm learning to crawl...
i'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall.
i'm living again awake and alive
i'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies.
that song [learning to breathe by switchfoot ] really applies to a lot of us nowadays...we're all learning to breathe, and learning to crawl. and it seems that a lot of people have things totally together and are walking and running, but a lot of us are still learning, and you're not alone. we'll just take it day by day, step by step, together buddy. let's hang in there, keep tight.
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