Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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Friday, April 13, 2007
interesting how i used to write almost everyday.but its been a while since my last keystroke on this very page.
i should return to this page again..
cuz i know i havent given it up.
i had so many thoughts lately....
just it has ever reached onto this page.
i'll let that continue now,
but it's time for bed.
i shall return.
stay tuned.
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Kamikaze said...
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i remember... writing every little while... and i'll be back on it too.. i'll be waiting for ur return ^^
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Monday, September 04, 2006
looks like...it finally happened.the day that i did not want to appear has finally appeared.
the day when all that i had is gone...
i rest here all on my own,
where everything just seems to be put to an end.
i have no one to call anymore..
i have no one to share a moment with anymore.
i dont seem to be able to enjoy that last bit of summer with another...
all has gone to their own place...
while i rest here by myself.
i long for one to return and share a memory with me again.
but i dont know when that will be...
i miss every one of you right now,
i hope that each of you will have your share of fun.
and everything, but remember, i will always have you in my heart.
the times i think back at each of our own experiences together,
it makes me smile and become happy. but then when i realize that
you guys are not here again... it makes me sad and even depressed..
and a little bit discouraged...but, just but... i really thank you
all for the memories you've given me. i loved it, and forever will
love it; not minding if it was a happy or a sad moment. jsut each
memory of you guys will last. i love you all.
i love you sis.
i love you sis.
i love you sis.
i love you bro.
i love you bro.
thank you. to each of you. thank you.
even if i can choose again, i will not change the fact that we share such bonds.
thank you.
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
missing each of you like mad, hardcore.one of you is almost like vanished...and i havent talked to ever since school ended. one of you i havent really talked to and want to talk to before you go off. one is now to be gone...spent the whole summer with you, but now you're gone. one is leaving in like 2 weeks, and i've only seen you once in the whole summer. one is about to leave in nine days..and i havent seen once in summer. one is about to leave in 2 weeks as well.
sigh... i miss you all so much. more so on 2. i actually had tears coming down tonight...my computer was off, but i knew i had to post this to rmb this moment of life. i respect you all, i love you all, i just want you guys to stay. i feel that each little part of me is being removed from me... each of you are going off to a different place now, and that part is about to vanish from me. if i'm lucky, i'll still remain in your hearts and be reunited when the time is right. i miss you all so deeply. i love you.
the last thing i want you to remember of me..
is the droplet that i've given to you.
i love you all.
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Kamikaze said...
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yeah... havent seen peeps... where the heck was my invite to the BBQ? lol w/e... it's been great times with u and whatnot, although i dunno if we're "tight" or not but yeah... it's been real and for sure we'll meet up... stay active in ur blog man, we'll go chill sometime when we're in the same area. take care man.
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
chills coming down my spine.as i think about something...
will i fail it again and not make the needed goal?
i'm honestly quite scared... i can't imagine if i do again.
how much i'd hate myself if i failed it once again.
i dont even know where i stand right now,
but hopefully i'm far above the needed mark.
i'm so scared. really scared.
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Monday, July 31, 2006
why do people post unnecessary messages, when they have nothing to say.-----------------
Saturday, July 15, 2006
who remains as the ones closest and dearest to me?it's so mind boggling. one second you were the closest ones
around me...but now all of you feel so distant.
ones gone, and we havent ever talked for the longest time.
ones gone on trips, but promise to return and get it started again.
ones gone to shanghai that i quite miss and want to see, every time
i step out of my house and get a glimpse of her house.
ones here, but i feel distant from him..even though we shouldnt be.
at least not this quick.
and ones a guy that i hang out with almost all summer...it's great.
but still i feel distant....sometimes.
it's really sad for me to think about these things...
i dont know. it's weird.
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